Why not writing

I haven't been on here for a few reasons. First, my husband and I have to share a laptop with my dad since ours broke and we are BROKE! I have a Nook, but it won't let me post on Google blog. It is frustrating. Second, I have been reading books and watching shows on Hulu Plus bc I'm just not motivated to do much.

I wanted to go exercising bc I'm fat, BUT I just never get dressed and go. It is so hard to change my habits since I got such bad depression. I am doing so much better mentally, but not motivationally. I don't feel like writing about my past life right now, bc really it is so sad and I may be doing better. I will write again tho, so stay tuned. I did go to the psych and got my meds finalized, and found out my blood work came out fine, except some vitamin issues. We also went to marriage counseling but this time it wasn't very productive, but my marriage is so much better.

My baby has had diarrhea now almost a month and the doctor is stumped. It is gross and smelly to change him, but I feel bad for him. I am monitoring what he eats, using diaper cream, and he is in good spirits. If one week then we are seeing a gasterologist for more answers. He also has a terrible reaction to mosquito bites. The area swells a lot, lasts for about 3 days, so we have creams to apply. Dr said Deep Woods Off is ok for his young age.

I started taking care of elderly neighbor and I like it. He is nice, and eats what I give him. I realize how little his children did for him. A disgusting toothbrush, dirty old sheets, terrible condition pillows, and they had problems with him eating but I don't. They just didn't put stuff near him. I can't get him to change clothes tho. He is 94, his teeth, no medication, just hard of hearing. It gives me a reason to see someone outside the home. I do some things, but basically just play and care for my child and lay in bed. Maybe this summer I can get it together. My husband leaves me for summer with the Army.