I had quite a bit of problems with doctors since last Friday. Me first: I was running low on my meds and needed to make an appointment and pick up meds til then. I called Wed, Thurs and Mon and the nurse never did it. I take Lamictol and it is a serious drug that shouldn't be messed with. So I went without from Friday til Sunday and man was my mood crappy. I felt so irritated for no reason. I was like stirring inside to just yell at someone. On Sunday I filled a different strength from a different doctor just so I could have it. Monday was the day they said they would give me enough Xanex and Lamictol to get me to Wed appt. Yep never called that in. So I was off Xanex for days and I take 4 0.5 a day. That is a big loss. I nicely told my psychiatrist and he was going to check in on it for me and said it wouldn't happen again.
I told him that I was not so depressed and not thinking about dying, but not motivated to get up, take a shower or go out to lunch. I care for my baby, play with him and he loves to go out with my parents for errands. Otherwise I just watch TV and stay home. It saves money but does nothing for my fat problem. I am not exercising bc just don't feel like dressing and driving to gym, and walking seems boring and too much alone brain time when walking the neighborhood.
Then my child has chronic diarrhea for 6 weeks and I can't get anyone to help me and answer my questions. I finally went to ER on Wed just for a real opinion. Our pediatrician's nurse did all the "help" over the phone and said no Rx was available. Well, the ER gave him a Rx and it helped some in the first night. I am mad that I can't help my child bc I don't know who to go to. We are not from here, so guessing who is good is hard to do. We ate a IHOP on Thurs, and the waittress gave us 2 suggestions. Monday I will call and see how soon he can get in to them. I'm done with the other one.
FRUSTRATING Time right now.
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